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About Me Member Wannabe Poet imstillhere117Female/United States

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Refusing Help

Save me tomorrow, But leave me today,
Just give me a chance, Don't send me away.
You don't really know me, You just act like you do, Love me for me, That's all I can give you.
I don't want to chage, Just give me one day, Save me tomorrow,
But leave me today.

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well....
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I'm trying to say thank youYou knew all along/ you knew
who i was/ what i needed/ what i desired/.../i had no control/ all they did was yell/ you knew/i couldn't think/ i
wanted it to end/ PERFECTION/ please/ don't cry/ i'm nothing/ invisible to you/ horrible to
them/ dead to her/it's over/i'm better/more than
just skin and bone/ not just a collection/SCARS/sickness down the drain/SELF-ABUSE/ you saw it happen/ you didn't lift a finger/ it was POINTLESS/when it was over/ FINISHED/ you were
there/ everything i'd done/ your lack of trust/LOVE/i'm
still I'm trying to say thank you
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Sick of Beingsometimes i wish everyone would just go away, i'm sick of thinking,
sick of being,
sick of loving. All I want is to be loved. All i want is to not be yelled at. I'm sorry i want to make him happy,   but i care.   I care about him so f***ing much,   but all we do is argue.
I want him,   and only him.
I've never been so confused in my life.
But he should just stay away.
They all should just stay away.   I'm sorry i hurt you.
I'm sorry i can't be perfect,   but i don't know who the F*** i am anymore.... just Sick of Being
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I'm only to blame*powerless/i cry/broken/ i can never be fixed/scarred/ definitely.....
*she hates/she screams/she cries/ she kicks/she cuts/ she bleeds...
*sick/ i am/loved/without a doubt/attention/ i've got it....
*but what went wrong/she wonders/ i'm only to blame/she decides/i hurt them/she realizes/ my friends/she sighs/ my family/ her tears can't be stopped/i hurt the ones i love/ she knows she's right. I'm only to blame
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dont forget i love ya

Fri Nov 3, 2006, 10:19 AM

isnt life interesting..really?

havent we all come so far?

i dunno...

its life...

dont forget i love ya kayla...*SMILES*

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~BorderlineOptimist Nov 3, 2006, 7:33:08 PM

Thanks for the watch, I promise I'll get to your writing sometime this week.

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~i-love-colton Jul 12, 2005, 9:07:42 PM

i don't want to seem like a bitch,
hence the reason i'm chosing my words as carefully as possible.

at the moment i'm still in an "eff-you" mood.
that probablly won't be gone for quite some time.
i just want you to know that.

thank you for the quote.
you're right,
i did appreciate it.

i hope your summer is going well.
see you when school starts.

-Kayla

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today.

~Delirium619 Jul 12, 2005, 6:26:15 PM

you're such a talented writer, i was going over a few of your pieces and they are all so very deep, and i really like them.

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~i-love-colton Feb 14, 2005, 6:27:30 PM

Hey thank you so much for the fave on my ID... lol... that was sweet of you!

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~secretcries73 Jan 13, 2005, 10:32:03 PM

nice gallery

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..i just don’t understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes..

i stand before you with all my flaws and faults... and it's difficult not to be a little disappointed.

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~silentscream47 Jan 12, 2005, 7:29:18 PM

Thanks for the sweet comment

You've got budding skill too! Keep up with the pen, writing can take you places nothing else can.. I hope you feel better soon too (I read your journal entry). If you ever need someone to talk to, note me or IM me: funkyfresh503.

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-*- marisa