havent we all come so far?
i dunno...
its life...
dont forget i love ya kayla...*SMILES*


I'm trying to say thank youYou knew all along/ you knewI'm trying to say thank you
who i was/ what i needed/ what i desired/.../i had no control/ all they did was yell/ you knew/i couldn't think/ i
wanted it to end/ PERFECTION/ please/ don't cry/ i'm nothing/ invisible to you/ horrible to
them/ dead to her/it's over/i'm better/more than
just skin and bone/ not just a collection/SCARS/sickness down the drain/SELF-ABUSE/ you saw it happen/ you didn't lift a finger/ it was POINTLESS/when it was over/ FINISHED/ you were
there/ everything i'd done/ your lack of trust/LOVE/i'm
still


Sick of Beingsometimes i wish everyone would just go away, i'm sick of thinking,Sick of Being
sick of being,
sick of loving. All I want is to be loved. All i want is to not be yelled at. I'm sorry i want to make him happy, but i care. I care about him so f***ing much, but all we do is argue.
I want him, and only him.
I've never been so confused in my life.
But he should just stay away.
They all should just stay away. I'm sorry i hurt you.
I'm sorry i can't be perfect, but i don't know who the F*** i am anymore.... just


I'm only to blame*powerless/i cry/broken/ i can never be fixed/scarred/ definitely.....I'm only to blame
*she hates/she screams/she cries/ she kicks/she cuts/ she bleeds...
*sick/ i am/loved/without a doubt/attention/ i've got it....
*but what went wrong/she wonders/ i'm only to blame/she decides/i hurt them/she realizes/ my friends/she sighs/ my family/ her tears can't be stopped/i hurt the ones i love/ she knows she's right.


Annimation Of The SoulI want to be animated flaws can be erased perfection inside and out others tell you what to think and sayAnnimation Of The Soul
I want to be imaginary invisible to all only those who want me can see true friends who actually care
I want to be a soap opera star so much drama everyday things always turn out okay there would be nothing to fear
I want to be a mirror seeing everyone for who they are no more lies, no more make-up no curtain to hide behind
I want to be animated adored by all no one to hate me I don't want to be rea


Unsure Of It AllGo on and check me my arms are all yours make sure I've been the good little girl the one everyone adores my mind is clouded and I know that I guess you know that too everything I seem to say you take it as a clue some things just happen, it's not a sign but no one will leave me alone give back the life that used to be mine I'm not that sick just a little bent release your grip on my lungs let me try to vent my lips are locked the key is gone am I to be punished for something I haven't done? srying and screaming they hUnsure Of It All
golden night

InsanityHow I love our sensitive minds easily drove into crying eyes freely attempting to act on sighs to freakishly screams of terrible timesInsanity
Insanity
The answer to humanity the codes to our cradling graves the tribute to our horrendous gaze
Insanity
Our lovely times of painless scratching the cruel feeling of emotional distraction the epics on stories of poetic reality
Insanity
Grazing beauty of disgusting darkness groups of followers to satanic worshipers leading o
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It's Salvation that you want.
hence the reason i'm chosing my words as carefully as possible.
at the moment i'm still in an "eff-you" mood.
that probablly won't be gone for quite some time.
i just want you to know that.
thank you for the quote.
you're right,
i did appreciate it.
i hope your summer is going well.
see you when school starts.
-Kayla
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today.
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Good cars get you from point A to point B, great cars get you into trouble..
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today.
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..i just don’t understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes..
i stand before you with all my flaws and faults... and it's difficult not to be a little disappointed.
-save ferris-
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-*- marisa
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